Ohh horrible!!! 3 days and i cant talk with you , i tried call you a lot of times , always " mistake lines " and i sended you 18 sms. i dont know if you can recive them.
i was out DENIA, and i tried also send you sms direct from my mobile , but you never andswer me. yesterday morning at 6 :00 in spain time i recived a sms telling me that you sended me a lot of sms and you dont know nothing about me.
well you writed in it , that you are SAD, because miss me i want tell you i'm worst than you. KISSES!!

Jose
Thank you in those dairy total 10days, all your loves all your care in it! No one like you to me in the world thank you so much ! maybe I did bad to you , but when I was in America I miss you I miss Denia , you told me I have a family in Spain , now I know its true, because when I leave travel I miss there more more ….you won’t forget me you never let me alone!! Always be with me !! I love you !! te quiero!

GREAT HISTORY ABOUT THE SPANISH GLADIATOR!!!

this song is for you, when you be sad or with stress lisen it. the story of this song for me is that i remember my cousin ISABEL, she is a great musician and plays the oboe, the instrument of this song

yes i need tell you something very very very important!! i put here because i want tell you but no need URGENT, i want tell you slowly , because i'm not sure !! i want check something...
I'm excited, i'm nervous!!!
NOW IS SUNDAY, i cant sleep all time thinking the same, i need talk, i want talk with you, i want tell you , NOW I NEED URGENT!!!! i just sended a SMS to you , you answered you'll be online at 14:00 china time!!!

Sometimes i think i'm crazy, and i'm sad about that but sometimes i do things that arent normal ... I THINK I MUST DISAPPEAR.

For first time i know what happen me, i think i must work to change it, i surprise with YOYO she knows what happen to me , she knows!!!

TODAY im worry about MY , she doesnt asnwer my sms, i think she is traveling back but i dont remember if she told me she will arrive to HK today at 23:00 or she will take the plane to go to HK at 23:00, but in HAWAI time, then she will arrive tomorrow, well i'm sure when she can she will call me!!!
I MUST WAIT
finally she send me a sms , she was traveling !!!

Today a normal day, i passed EACY all my documents for the visa, and i borred a lot in my office today only one thing happened with ANGIE and EACY, i was conected with Eacy and i told her that if she need something that she can call me or send me a sms, i went to take my breakfast and i recived a Eacy's sms, she wanted to ask me about some samples , i decided call her to explain the samples that i need (also we need for show) and when her mobile was sounding i feel she cut the call, i tought she made a mistake and i called her again and again she cut, i tought something wrong was happening and i tryed for third time and a machine told me the mobile was turn off. i tought ohh that must conect internet, back quickly to office and i conected in MSN, but in PETER computer because i want do it quickly and my computer was turn off, i talked with EACY, she was shiny to talk me by mobile and cut me all time for that !!!!! finally we talked about the samples but when i finished i went to take my breakfast and i forget turn off the MSN account , when i back to office MY COUSIN was talking with ANGIE, and she was telling him something about a story about a teacher and two boys, i dont know what!!!!! and she called him DEAR PAPA, etc...she didnt know he was my cousin , she tought i was!!!!
About you i get very happy when you told me you are online in internet for look the blog, i hope finally you could see it, in that moment i was driving to pet doctor, they wanted check the dog again , tomorrow we must go again , i think the last time.
I know you cant call me more because it's too expensive , dont worry, but i like when you send me some sms like the one that you told me YOU ARE WITH A FRIEND BUYING SOMETHING FOR ME!!! NO?? or something similar!!!

BAD DAY i cant write Now , but something bad happened!!!
Ok here, but only have few minutes, FIRST tell that i dont like HAWAI, HONOLULU because the difference time is TOO BIG , my god !! 11 hours!!
and about BAD DAY is a BAD NEW but i'll write about it this night when i'll back from chinese class, i CANT do it before!!!
I hope finally NO HAPPEN NOTHING!!! BUT ... MUST WAIT !!!

here again , dog doctor tell us the dog baby will be ok in few days, we must wait and about MY , i was writing something for her, but i talked a little with her , today only a little.

Just arrive to walk with LULU, normaly i go to walk in Mountain, but today i choose walk at the city because it was rainning , i walked for 3 hours in a near park.
now are the 12:34(spain) and ting told me this morning she will get at 13:00 spain (05:00 USA time)because she must go to Hawai , i hope she had a good trip.
this morning i talked also with EACY, she wants tell me something about my products, but when she told me i knew it because Ting told me before, when i told Eacy that i know EACY told me that TING is my best friend in the world, je je je and we created a new word "TINGJOSE", eacy told me means "when a person can die because find the best friend in the world, and cant find one better!!! " je je je je
my god!!, my mi shu knows a lot!!!!.
I told EACY "" oh, then Ting and Me are TINGJOSE x2"" je je je
I'm a little worry for MY, because i think she is a little borred,i hope she enjoy the end part of travel, and I hope that now she estimates more what has in denia, sun, beaches, friends, etc...
well enought now , i'll continue when i back lunch!!! these last sundays we lunch in sana's mother house and today we also go there.i'll write later!
i recived a sms from MY she just arrive to HONOLULU , i was worry i tought she will arrive early , ok now i'll go to sleep, WAN AN.

this saturday i passed all day in home , only go out to walk with LULU, i stayed in home because this night i didnt sleep nothing , first LAIA comes home with friends and passed all night doing noise, second because i was doing the letter for Visa and eacy translated it to chinese.
I sleeped very late in the morning, and i studied all day ,My CHINESE is very bad and i have final test in JUNE, i'll lost a lot of classes in march and april ( holidays and travel to China) i must work hard to pass the test.
About MY, very happy she send me a lot of sms today, that made me happy , means no forget me, je je je BIG HUG
but i think today isnt a good day for her, i dont know why!! 6 sense !!! I want tell her in one sms she talks about LEFT LIFE, i dont understand in spain we dont use this sentence.
And i liked she get happy when i told her VALENCIA C.F. team , OUR FOOTBALL TEAM winned 3 - 1, but i think that last time in HK ,MY and ANGIE saw in front the hotel a football field and told me never see a LIVE football match. DONT WORRY i have 2 tickets for a VALENCIA's 1st division match, YOU'LL SEE A SPANISH FIRST DIVISION MATCH, remember YOUR T-SHIRTS, and dont forget JOKE your males friends , i'm sure they like see the match!!!

Normal i wrote in my nights, but today i must start early, MY UNCLE just death , CANCER , again cancer, my god!!! what year!!
i just talked with MY, we talked with our chat system, sms go , sms back. only want tell her
AGAIN THANK YOU.
she always help me in this moments, she told me dont worry , etc, etc.
she is my perfect friend, my god!! i cant live without her.
i want hug and feel her near me!!!
i'll continue when back from church and cementery!! i hope with a better day!!!
kisses dear!!
OH i back home just now in my mighday now i'll cook something for lunch , this afternoon i must go to church.
this afternoon i wont work for my uncle's death but i want tell you today i was thinking and i invented a caster , a new model!! i never see it before, someone similar but no the same, i thought it alone, all because yesterday i invented a new fitting for caster and thinking a little more ... a new caster!!!! this week we invented more things that i told you before by sms , a new system to mount the taps to the european caster!! very quickly, safe and cheap.
I need talk long time with you , when you back we must close alone in our internet rooms and talk !! a lot of things that we must do for the show, a lot of things and thinks that we must to talk about bussines, jejeje also want talk about TNT jejeje i like meet jennifer in zhongshan!!!!jejeje
and some questions about us.
i'll write you this night again when i'll back home.
oh, i started this like a joke, i want remember all important things about work to talk with you when you back, and finally it seems my diary when you was in usa, because at the end i started writing also my feelings, you know me , its imposible for me, my life without feelings, happyness and sadness, i cant work with a person that only talk about work, sometimes i need joke, cry , smile, scream, etc... you understand me since the first day, and this permit me meet you better and ... and ... now , look , look what we are!!!
the best friends in the world!!!
ok here Again now 23:55 spain time (6:55 china time) in one hour i'll have my EACY working, i hope she have my letter for visa, i talked with MY when she was in travel to LOS ANGELES and she talked me about her problems at home in china, she knows i'll help her in all and talked about the next travel to europe, (danmark , germany and SPAIN,we are happy she'll back to her spanish home ) also she asked me about work , eacy , etc...
She told me she will try put her pics in the blog, i hope she could do it

EACY, thank you , tank you to tell me that my order wont be finish , that you cant send me the container at time, TING , thank you , thank you to move all your factory to help me , thank you to call by phone your uncle and your father and push them.
Today, the dessigners told me they have 20 new logos for our company, i told they give me to choose and they told me , NO... they want choose one by themself, when they choose they will pass me , if we dont like it , they will do it again but they think if we have a lot we'll get crazy for choose one.
Today i was working hard and the time pass me quickly, no think i dont have you at other side of pc, but when i finished i missed you a lot , and when i read in your sms that you miss me also i thought that i disturb you a lot of times , internet, mobil, phone, sms but when i dont disturb you , you also miss me , YOU MUST THINK, SOMETHING STRANGE HAPPENING. JOSE NO CALL ME , JE JE JE .
i recived more sms one telling me that you miss me because lisen a song that remember me, but you dont tell me what song, another tellling me that you remember spain when see usa, but no tell me why, because when i traveled to usa i dont like it and i tought isnt like spain.
and other telling me your story at "the great canyon", my god !!! you cry a lot !!! but do you not know what happen there??? ja ja ja ja like my sister , but she doesnt cry , SHE VOMITS je je je
ohh about my travel to zhongshan , i told EACY she must go to your town hall city , because your embassy in spain told me that if your invitation letter is signed by your city hall's foreigner affairs departament they will give me ONE YEAR VISA and is more, more cheap that 2 visas, one for march and other for september.

Today i meet a person, a special person, YUN , oh yes i meet her before , but this night ( spain night, china morning ) finally i can tell that i meet her !!!
and i'm happy , because i think is a great person , she loves the same that me, china, photography, etc... OUR TASTE ARE THE SAME.
ja ja ja i enjoy with her and she mades me happy , also want tell her thank you, thank you for help me when i need it , thank you for support me, and i want tell her that she can tell everybody she have a new friend in spain, because when she open me her mind, her things i know will be friends for long time, or i hope that happen.
i want that when you read this post tell her , i think you knows choose your friends all that you meet me are very good persons, i'm nice to meet all your friends. I only think you have one bad friend "ME" je je je sorry for all times that i disturb you!!!!
i want tell you also need you here , i'm working very hard for our bussines, calling, visiting customers and sending samples... but the most difficult is the dessigner, my god, always asking me things about the company, I NEED YOU ANSWER BY YOURSELF, OR HELP ME!!!