ohh , today i was sleeping and i have my pc switch on , EACY try talk with me but i couldnt lisen her, sending me sounds, but something tell me wake up, wake up... in this moment MY ting start write me in MSN, ohh she writes me in her night , at 6 :00 in my morning. i dont know why i wake up!!! sometimes i cant understand...
but finally i'm very very happy we can talk a little but we can talk!!! she told me tomorrow she will try talk more time in LAS VEGAS. very very good.
but i start write this now, normal i write in my afternoon, because something is in my inside , my six sense, something no good, i want help TING in this bad feeling , but i CANT, for first time i must wait, i must wait her, and i think something will happen...
i cant tell you nothing , we cant talk and i must wait , in this moment i need ask you 1110 questions!!!
About EACY , help me a lot today also with ZHIRUI, i tought when you arent in office they cant help me , but today i passed good moments with UNCLE, EACY, BETTY and YI, when girls were alone we laught alot , i cant belive betty was soo shiny... je je je
ohh and i want tell you something , BETTY told me she isnt your Mishu , that you have your EACY , je je je ... i think you lost your secretary because EACY IS MINE!!! and BETTY DONT WANT BE YOURS!!!! jejeje

i started write that because i dont want forget nothing, i want tell you when i was in spanish night , first i talked with JANNET , she help me the first.( i like lisen your voice in the airport , i hope you call me again when arrive USA)
she is a good friend but i want tell you i also talked with YUN and with EACY , my mishu, je je je today she was a very good person, she helped me a lot , we talked about our work and a little about personal things, only a little. she wanted explain me the meanning of zhi ji, you knows i cant type in chinese.
But really i feel lonely. MY GOD With it small that you are and the emptiness that I feel when you arent there!!
i'll finish telling you about my day this night when i'll back from chinese class!!

hei , i just finish to watch a film and i want put in the blog the song from this film, i love it!!
well, very good day in chinese class , also my teacher explained me the meaning of the word that you write to me ZHI JI, and i got very happy to recive your sms telling me that you arrive to usa and also got very happy when we talked but your voice sounds cold and the normal all people near you screaming , well now i'll go look for the song and try sleep because today (tuesday, now are 0:45 spain/7:45 china) i must talk with OUR brother in factory, and my "mishu" EACY will translate us !! MY GOD , back early!! je je je

sunday, sad sunday the day started very bad, when i was thinking it was one of the worst days in my life you do something that changed all, i passed all day studying chinese and thinking... thinking alot.
i want tell you , i talked a lot with sana, very good day with her , we decided something very important for us.
But now i feel strange, now is monday morning in zhongshan, 8:00 am , 01:00 am spain and i'm in bed waiting, but what?? you arent

一直以为只要真诚的对待和真心的付出　　
感情一定会天长地久，能够穿越一切　　
　　
但是爱不应该是生活的牵拌，所以要选择放手　　
平静的让彼此走出对方的世界　　
任何事情到了极致都会伤和痛，
爱亦如此　　爱过都会懂，
太过牵强的坚持终究会是一种伤害　　
　　
相遇，相知，相爱是一种缘分　　
两人能携手共渡人生固然美好，　　
但陪上了一段也应心存感激了。　　
何必让爱留有伤痕　
　　　
爱一个人不是要成为所爱的人的牵绊，　
只要心中有爱，生活总是那么美好。　　
真挚的祝福，甜蜜的回忆，何尝不是另一种幸福。
　　　　
相遇是一种缘，相知，相恋更是一种缘，　
缘乃天定，份在人为　　
缘起而聚，缘尽而散，放手才是真爱！　　　　
有一种爱，它的名字就叫放手

Close your eyes,give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame
I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame
Say my name
sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Say my name
sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
But is this burning an eternal flame

ting i want you meet, LAIA & JOEL cousin a beautiful girl that born in december!! her mother, MAIDO just put some pics in MY blog, please visit it and look her!!!
www.nosaltres.net or http://tallerdilusions.blogspot.com
Also i want tell you the meaning of her name is a valencian name that in spanish means LUNA, in english MOON , in chinese .... i know but in this pc i cant write it!!!

please visit the blog!!

有一天,坦山和尚准备拜访一位高僧,高僧是几百里外的一座住持.早上,天空阴沉沉的,快要下雨了.跟随坦山一同出门的小和尚说,”快下大雨了,还是等雨停后再走吧.”坦山连头也不抬拿着伞就跨出门,边走边说”出家人怕什么风雨!”
两人走到一半大雨倾盘而下,两人互相扶持而行,走着走着,小和尚突然站住了,在这大雨的郊外出现一位妙龄女子.她身穿崭新的绸衣,脚下却是一片泥潭,她生怕垮过去弄脏衣服,正在犯愁.
这时候坦山大步走上前说”姑娘,我来帮你”说完,他将姑娘抱过了那片泥潭.
之后,小和尚一直闷闷不乐地跟着坦山身后,一句话不说,也不要他搀扶了.傍晚他们找到一家客栈投宿,准备上床休息的时候,小和尚终于开口了:”我们出家人不应该杀生,不盗窃,不淫邪,不饮酒,不妄语,尤其是不能接近年轻的女子,您怎么可以抱着她呢?”
"谁?哪个女子?”坦山楞了一下,然后微笑说”原来你是说我们今天遇到的女子.我可是早就把她放下了,难道你还一直抱着她吗?看来你还没有放下,因为你心中还有太多的杂念啊!”

小和尚顿悟



this post was created by TING , she had problems to post it then i do it for her!!!

Dear ting , this morning when you told me if i can look for you the ETERNAL FRAME, i tought you want this old version, i love it and this musican group was one of my favorites,when i had 15 years old, this was one of my favorites songs , and i want tell you i loved the singer , well really i was loved her eyes!!!!JE JE JE



down i put the version that you aske me !! the ATOMIC KITTEN VERSION!!!!
KISSES JOSE

从前，有一个脾气很坏的男孩.他的爸爸给了他一袋钉子，告诉他，每次发脾气或 者跟人吵架的时候，就在院子的篱笆上钉一根。第一天，男孩钉了37根钉子。后面的几 天他学会了控制自己的脾气，每天钉的钉子也逐渐减少了。他发现，控制自己的脾气， 实际上比钉钉子要容易的多。终于有一天，他一根钉子都没有钉，他高兴的把这件事告 诉了爸爸。 　
　爸爸说："从今以后，如果你一天都没有发脾气，就可以在这天拔掉一根钉子." 日 子一天一天过去，最后，钉子全被拔光了。爸爸带他来到篱笆边上，对他说："儿子， 你做得很好，可是看看篱笆上的钉子洞，这些洞永远也不可能恢复了。就象你和一个人 吵架，说了些难听的话，你就在他心里留下了一个伤口，像这个钉子洞一样。"插一把 刀子在一个人的身体里，再拔出来，伤口就难以愈合了。无论你怎么道歉，伤口总是在 那儿。要知道，身体上的伤口和心灵上的伤口一样都难以恢复了。。。。

上善若水--------水利万物而不争名利。
这时代”不争”是否还能被看做最高境界,各人自有各解.但至少可以从水那里体味到一些为人处世的真谛,博大,灵活以柔制刚…用爱滋养自己和他人,像为肌肤保湿那样坚持不懈地为心灵保湿,让感动像水一样在生命流动起来,不再害怕有一天会丢失本真的自我,只剩下疲惫而麻木的灵魂.